S

Back to the age old dilemma of arranged marraige vs love marraige. I always thought S was someone i could count upon to be with me during my times of crisis. He was with me … when he got to use me … and now when i need him the most (coz of dad’s illness) , he has done the dsiappearing act…

This incident has brought a fresh perspective to my take on relationships. No matter how strong or mature a relationship be it needs a lot of nurturing and care and patience to maintain it. One needs to work towards maintaining a relationship.  Also we should never take anyone for granted.

I feel having experienced a bit of what love marraiges can turn into i am now more open towards having an arranged marraige. I just hope i get the right guy

“wannabe” , ” Desperado”  these are just a short sample of the names that i have been called…. Inspires me to study harder, work harder and teach a thing or two to these guys

Confrontation

Had a meeting with my mentor the other day. He was pretty pissed off with the message issue. He has made me accountable for every minute i spend in office. I guess i should learn to live with it. As they say ‘When life gives you a lemon , make a lemonade’

Hunger to learn

I have recently joined the SCM component of my company… Was totally fascinated by the functional sessions taken by Sandy..He is a great teacher. I hope to learn more and more about hte functional perspective from him

I need to control Y and make sure that he doesnt distract me from my work

To lead a healthier life

Negative people have a very stifling and sad air which is unfortunately very contagious. The only way out is to avoid them like hte plague. I have decided that I have no place for such people in my life

Current Read

 

Recently bought this book.. Eager to read it

Friends with Benefits

A very funny line I came across that is apt to this situation

“wanna make god laugh, tell him your plans”

going going….. gone?

I feel a humungous reduction in my feelings for S. Maybe its owing to the fact that i have “got a life” for myself in the true sense. I have a decent job, good academic track, good friends , great great people I can look upto and admire, and a zeal to live life to the fullest. Yes. I am happy. Today I make a vow “I will not ever initiate any conversation with S again and resist any of his attempts to do so” This blog having been witness to all the  up-heavels in our relationship is the perfect place to pledge this final straw.

Its time I repay my “guru-dakshina” to people who have helped me arrive at this state of mind

THANK YOU!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

“Brilliant”

I just came across these lines in the  newspaper the other day. I felt they have the potential to change my outlook towards life and my attitude.  They are very apt for the  circumstances  I am undergoing in my life right now. They have influenced me in a major way.

 

” Self-respect is the root of discipline. The sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself.”

Priorities in life

I need to change my priorities order in life. I need to watch more movies, read more books, visit more places, and learn a lot many more things…. Live life to the fullest extent